Wednesday, July 14, 2010

I’m made up entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions

“I’m made up entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions.”




I had to motivate myself to blog today. It wasn’t a good or bad day. A normal day of like all the others: work, running errands, and my daily nap. [[Sidebar: I haven’t took a nap since I been on winter break]]

I was checking my Facebook and a friend had this as her status “M.H. is made up entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions”. So I dedicate my blog to that quote….



Last week I received an Honestly Box comment [[who stills writes in people’s honestly box… I know—LAME ASS PEOPLE]] that disturb my inner thoughts.

Let me share with you what this anonymous person wrote:

“Sexy. Asshole. ATTITUDE. Jazmine Sullivan. I would’ve dated you but you’re too young in mind.



(1) Usually I thought females got called “Bitch”, “Whore”, or “Slut” but never Asshole. I wonder if I’m the first ; - )

My thought on this: I’m only evil, bitching, or even an ASSHOLE when someone’s piss me off. That’s when Ms. Paula comes out [[Yes I have alter ego when I need to be a bitch towards someone – Paula is my mom and you know the saying “I am my mother’s child lol]] I don’t let people take advantage of me. I’m nice but I can always be strong will when the moment calls for.

(2) I wish people would stop calling me Jazmine Sullivan. Yes, it’s a compliment but you’re not the first person to say that. It’s starting to get on my nerves.

(3) I love myself. Sometimes too much but this person must have a problem with the way I DEAL with MYSELF to mention it in the comment.



I wonder who this anonymous person is…

1. Someone that I’m close to

2. Someone I casually know

3. Someone that doesn’t have interaction with me on a normal basis.



So question Blog World: When a person degrades you as individuals, do you change to be a better person because you don’t want others to view you negatively or do you disregard what they said because you don’t feel like it’s true?



This comment disturbs my thoughts. Do I interact with others with an asshole attitude or did I just have a bad experience with this one person for him to view me in this way?



I can’t let this one comment affect how I feel about myself… If you don’t like me then that’s your problem…


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Back to the quote: “I’m made up entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions.”

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